J N C E L I M

Museum part 02

2012-02-23T09:47:00.009+08:00

Thoughts

2012-02-13T23:44:00.004+08:00

I've mentioned this before in my twitter, I hate myself. I hate the fact that I'm so concerned about what others think of me, I can't be myself. I don't like the fact that I'm surrounded by so many people and I know no one there at all, it feels so uncomfortable. I want to be like my brother, don't even freaking give a damn how people think of him, I want to learn from him. But no matter how many times I tell myself, to be brave, to be confident, it just doesn't work at all.
Everyday, I'm filled with negative energy. The thought of having to go to school really makes me sick, then I'll hope doomsday arrives as soon as possible. I dare not dress myself up because I have this feeling that behind my back, they will laugh at me, will say nasty things, will judge me. Everyday I go to school with tee and jeans, what. Think I'm not bored of it? But what can I do. These negative thoughts kept staying in my mind, it won't go away, it's draining all my energy to face this stupid world, stupid people who judge people and all.
Once in awhile, for no apparent reason, I will have a sudden outburst of positive energy but it'll be gone in awhile, like 1min. Then I'm back to the gloomy me, SIGH. Seriously, I DON'T LIKE THIS, WHAT CAN I DO.

Negative & Museum

2012-02-13T22:02:00.019+08:00

more to come...

p/S: pictures not in any order. But the start of the museum should be the last picture in this post. if you get what I mean~

KARMA SLAP THEM PLEASE.

2012-01-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

img src: weheartit

x

2012-01-20T11:41:00.001+08:00

why do I feel like crying these few days. for nothing. i must be crazy.

FILL in the human part 02

2012-01-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

like cartoon. t.t anyway, credit to maralouise from cespon street. inspired from her drawings ah. but looking at her work, i can cry. t.t her work is so nice, mine is like.. sigh.

FILL in the human

2012-01-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

my school work. t.t
no markers so use illustrator to colour LOL.
didn't turn out very nice. t.t
mara louise from cespon street. love her drawings!

FUCK THIS SHIT.

2012-01-13T11:32:00.003+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE MY SKIN. Peeling THEN WHAT. I REMOVED IT BY RUBBING THEN NOW THE AREAS MY MOUTH darker than other areas of my skin.
FUCKING SKIN, so "fragile" AH! ZZZZZZZ. nothing I do will restore my skin to the original colour lo, I GIVE UP LIAO. Z.

school so many things to do.
then my skin like this making me siao.
seriously, sometimes I really want to tear my skin out and change it with some Korean celebrity.

!@#$

No idea why I've changed.

2012-01-10T10:36:00.003+08:00

I used to pour out whatever indignant I've went through here, and indirectly insulting other person, typing bad remarks about other person. But now, no more. Somehow I managed to let it go just like that if they are my friends..... but will they do the same?

Somehow I see the old me in them. But I don't think I will change anymore since I've been closing one eye for so long. Hmm.

Randomly snapping pictures

2011-12-31T16:32:00.005+08:00

Even my Granny uses such products, wa.

Granny's.

Walking around my house and searching for things to be my "model".
Randomly snapping stuffs, ^^

31-12-2011

2011-12-31T16:21:00.001+08:00

End of 2011, awaiting doomsday.

Just that moment

2011-12-31T01:54:00.007+08:00

Re-edited this image, guess it's better like this. Teehee.

Erm, what are these called?

Totally fail in life, there's no specific thing that I'm good at. ;_;
What's the purpose of living? To study, get a job then? Sigh. Now, I even have doubts on whether I can graduate successfully after 3years not. HATE ALL THE MODULES, WHAT'S THE POINT? FOR GPA? HUH HUH HUH.

Living is tough.

2011-12-25T15:53:00.001+08:00

Resources from the net.

Just last year

2011-12-25T15:31:00.007+08:00

I want a dog. They won't judge you on whether you're smart or stupid, pretty or ugly, tall or short, fat or thin. They'll be your companion till they die. But... why must living things die? Evil people like HER won't die but instead, allow her to live until song song. People who are kind-hearted die first, what is this? GOD YOU THINK YOU FUNNY?

Magic of Photoshop

2011-12-21T14:40:00.009+08:00

I have so much fun editing these images although it isn't very good lah. Wanted to keep the background transparent but I guess it better to put a white background as some browser doesn't support transparency. *cough old browser cough* I want everyday to be holiday!

Makeover

2011-12-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Yay, new blogskin! :D thanks to the resources from the net, haha. It's finally the long awaited holidays! I've been expecting them for a long time, need a break. But after these 2 weeks, my horrible and dreadful nightmare will start again. Hate it hate it hate it.

U.G.L.Y

2011-12-09T13:56:00.006+08:00

I'M SO UGLY. WHY. is there photoshop cream for me? looking at pretty faces on the web really make me hate myself even more. i want their face badly but i know that it's impossible.
i'm so ugly, someone can kill me so i can reincarnate in hope that i will become prettier.

Sorrows doesn't go away

2011-12-02T16:02:00.002+08:00

Flora

2011-11-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

Drew this with Illustrator and some editing from Photoshop.

Throwing again

2011-11-05T21:36:00.007+08:00

Thailand! I guess my image's too big. It's taking such a long time to load! No idea if these has been uploaded before. Argh, school sucks!

Some other pics in my carbonmade "portfolio" eh... /:x

2011

2011-11-04T21:04:00.003+08:00

Haha, on my birthday 27th. Self.

Edit; Eh, I realised I typed self, this isn't exactly a self portrait. My brother's girlf took this for me HAHAHAHA. LOL.

Stragers again.

2011-11-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

It's odd how can someone don't mean what they say and just pretend not knowing you at all. It's strange how someone who is once so close with you is now strangers.

It's good to see their true colors now; The possibility of them talking to us only when they needed help is HIGH. I repeat HIGH, only when they need some kind of HELP from you and that is when you'll come across their mind.

Fine, whatever it is I'm not going to be bothered. Shall put it at the back of my mind now, haha! No longer important okay~!

Daddy, Happy Birthday.

2011-11-04T20:40:00.004+08:00

My Dad's birthday, <3.
Love the chocolate cake bought by my brother, yummy. Too bad I only had a piece since I didn't have the time to "relax" and slowly savor the taste of the chocolate cake and at the same time watch some variety show. That week was really hectic. This week isn't any better, was rushing deadlines and presentation. Sometimes I wish paradise exist and I don't have to school, everyone don't have to work, it'll be much more carefree.

I shall continue my ranting on my next post; I want this to be happy one haha.

<3 you Daddy and Mummy.

Just throwing all my pics in one post

2011-10-21T14:40:00.008+08:00

Just some random pictures which I captured all at different timing. ~.~

Beach day!

2011-10-21T14:14:00.005+08:00

I'M A BORING PERSON AND MY HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING. SUCKS~

& I seems to be in love with bokehs~ Kept taking pictures of unfocused streetlight haha.

Little assholes

2011-10-09T22:31:00.001+08:00

Those little fuckers, I can stab them right now.

Me want to scream

2011-10-06T21:00:00.002+08:00

I really want to scream at someone!

Anyway, I managed to do heart bokehs! XD HAHAHHAA.

It didn't matter at all

2011-10-02T13:22:00.004+08:00

Thailand, 2010.
Been so long since I last edit my pictures. School has been hectic, even during the holidays we have to prepare for our portfolio review and it sucks. I have to present to a panel of lecturers tomorrow, the thought of it is already giving me the jitters.

I heard from my friend saying that they will ask you questions on the spot hence I don't have to prepare anything, hmm. I don't even have any idea where the presentation will be at, have to look around the school tomorrow.

So 27th was my birthday, it wasn't anything special. I just stayed at home watching dramas, hehe. Also, my sight is getting from bad to worse. Yep.

Imagine

2011-09-22T12:05:00.001+08:00

Imagine someone who loves taking photos become blind one day.
Someone who loves music become deaf one day.

What will they do?

BITCH

2011-09-15T16:23:00.001+08:00

I hope someone tell her that I just said she's a bloody bitch. Old liao still so fussy, BRAIN SPOIL IS IT? GTFO PLS PLS PLS.

SERIOUSLY AH, i don't really care if you scold me or what, scold lo IDC one. You're also not my mum nor my dad, YOU MAKE NO SENSE AND YOUR WORDS DON'T CARRY ANY WEIGHT, I freaking hate you ttm.

Plea gtfo asap, I now haven't explode okay, but soon I will. SOOOOON.
On the verge of exploding already, WTF. 你可以去吃大便，谢谢你。

Just fun

2011-09-11T22:15:00.001+08:00

Thursday, 08-09-2011, one of our assignment was to dress as people from the 30s and do a photoshoot. Okay, actually our class have to choose which era we wanted to do but since our group was the last to choose, we have to make do with 30s. Haha, it was fun being the photographer as I'm comfortable with my friends. Hehe, but I have to appear in a few shots as well, so I'll post up those images maybe some other time haha. These are some shots took with my phone after our shoot, and one of our groupmate's mum did our hair and makeup for us. That's really very kind of her hehe. + she didn't charge us a single cent and treated us to some snacks? It wasn't really snacks, in between dinner and lunch, something that can fill our stomachs.

But the next day it was presentation... Sucks. I hate presenting but I have to do it for the next 3 years. Uh, I'll leave all the unhappy stuffs to the next post. I'll just leave happy thought on this post since all my other post are filled with anger, hate, unhappiness and grieve.

Ohya, and I had really red lipstick on that day. LOL THE AUNTY EVEN SAID THIS MUST BE THE FIRST AND LAST TIME ill be wearing such red lipstick. But I wiped it off right after the shoot. Lol. Ridiculous. During the shoot, something really funny happened haha.

Restless

2011-09-05T20:08:00.006+08:00

Thailand's rice field.

Walked and walked with my Mum, muton and 2 dogs, Mi and Pang. Then we reached here.

Year 2010 end, Thailand

Songs to bring back emotions

2011-08-20T20:21:00.003+08:00

2011-08-17T18:07:00.002+08:00

My things, my money, I know once I borrow them I won't get it back.
Janice, so please learn your lesson and not borrow or lend anything to people. Sometimes, they are just not auto enough to actually have that bit of responsibility in them to return what they owe. Be it money or things.
Oh, and remember, don't fall for the same things twice ok, you know kon bo di.
Taking people for granted and making use of people's kindness is one of the worst things you can do. But there are so many out there who is actually doing it. DAMN IT. z

Vicki, my cousin

2011-08-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

So yesterday my cousin came to my house and since my new laptop has got a camera built with it, we took some pictures together hehe. Actually just to play around with the setting and all.

When I started to play Blackshot, I ignored her hehe. Feel so bad for doing that, but I haven't played BS for a week! Hence I must use my spare time to play rightttt.
School will be very very hectic, we have to do a "FABRIC BOOK" which is stupid.
I think the current module, textile fundamentals is STUPID. Especially my lecturer, zzzz. Hate her.

I prefer digital essentials, everything about adobe. Even though I like it, I don't know if I can do well in this module. I don't even know if I can do well in this course... totally isn't what I wanted.

I'd rather

2011-07-30T19:06:00.003+08:00

I'd rather the Earth do not have night but only day. I'd rather humans do not have to sleep. I'd rather money is not the one making everyone crazy. I'd rather fame is nothing and everyone stay simple. I'd rather humans get to rest all day long where stress ain't able to get you, where there is world peace, where all living things don't ever die, where we won't get sick, where everything will be a paradise. The Earth WILL be a paradise but when will that be?
Where is my Paradise? I don't want to be forever living in this hectic world where we slog our guts out just to earn something that everyone is after.

At this point, I have no freaking idea what I'm thinking, no freaking idea what I'm typing too. Please pardon me, I'm insane or about to lose my mind. Maybe right after posting this, I'm not me and they are not them and you are not you and everyone don't have an identity and we just walk and walk and walk.....

Grieve

2011-07-26T10:30:00.002+08:00

Right now, Charcoal is still lying in his cage. He's died, today, 26-07-2011.

Thanks Charcoal, I know you've went to hamster land and I'm sure you're happy and healthy there.
Did you saw Xiao fei zhu? Charcoal, <3

You know I've got much more things to say.. Sigh.

Focusing on my duties

2011-07-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

No one knows how much I dread school.

Hmm

2011-07-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

I am so stress.

Struggling

2011-07-06T18:04:00.002+08:00

Everyday I'm crying, I'm struggling. I see how my classmates can do so well even if it's their first. Why not me? So what if I cry, it doesn't makes any differences. You cry so much and it naturally becomes a habit, crying just to relieve your stress. No, I cry because I feel I'm such a failure, I can't get anything right. I can't do well, can't dress up, can't this and that.

I let my parents down. They don't expect much from me but when I do badly, I can see the disappointment on their face. I'm a bad child, I'm a bad owner, I'm a bad human. I can't do well, nothing goes my way. Everything is trying to go against me, god, why?

I'm a bad owner because I let my hamsters just live with the sickness. I'd rather I'm the one having those sores and not them, at least I can go seek help from doctor, but them? Vets are expensive, and I don't have the money and my parents ain't willing to spare. I won't force them because I know how tough is it to earn money although I didn't experience it personally.

Sigh.

<3 my mm and dd.

Y SO CUTE?

2011-06-27T11:37:00.005+08:00

WAAA SO CUTE. :D

Y U SO CUTE?

Lol at the gong gong face.

Pepsi! :D

Muyong when she's still a puppy. Now super big I think.

This is Muyong. NO idea if that;s the correct spelling or not but this is just how I remember their names. It is a Bangkaew (ban-kiao) by the way. Which mean SHE IS VERY FIERCE. X(

This is (L-R) Pepsi, Buddy and I FORGOT THE LAST ONE. But the last one is really quiet and obedient. :D Buddy died like after I came back to Singapore in an accident.. Long story. They still have 2 brothers at home which I didn't go and take pictures of them. :'(

This is E-mi noi. Very heavy even though he seems smaller in size. He's Pong's brother. :D They are siblings, heehee, so cute! :D The owner told us that when there's loud noise the both of them are trembling. :(

See Pong's nose. LOL

This is Pong and he has grew a lot even before I came back. Y SO CUTE AH YOU!?
Their mum is Pang who also died in an accident.. sigh...

Check this spot

2011-06-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

I will update my blog with pictures or picture real soon. Soon yeah soon!

On another note, my Engrish has took a turn for the worst. My Engrish from fail to very fail.
Yes, it's Engrish not English. Why do all these words even exists in the first place? Hmmm.

symptoms

2011-06-25T20:18:00.002+08:00

it's nothing.

Tiny wings

2011-06-25T15:15:00.001+08:00

let's head to the beach one day.

Wth

2011-05-29T11:10:00.001+08:00

What is seriously wrong with me!? I kept having dreams of people dying omg. THIS IS FREAKING ME OUT.

ARGHHH!

CRAZY

2011-05-23T21:59:00.001+08:00

I AM GOING TO SIAO LIAO.

Stop judging

2011-05-21T21:02:00.005+08:00

Ahh, so stressful! Poly isn't fun at all, whoever say it is really...I got nothing to say.

Sorry, but I don't go around judging what people wear and all since people wear what they like and what they feel comfortable. I mean, I just feel that everyone is judging one another based on their clothings and appearance. I feel kinda uncomfortable especially when I'm being surrounded by so many beautiful ladies. I'm like a ugly duckling and yes, still a baby duckling. They've all become swans but not me. I'm still behaving like a child and I don't think I will become like a teenager. I don't even know how to dress myself, kinda awkward.

This course isn't even what I wanted, everyone is pursuing the course they like. Me? Sigh. I just have to keep moving on. 2010 is doomsday, so in my year 2 I die le. Yoo-hoo. Also the whole class can like draw so well then mine is like... *headache*
Okay THIS POST HAS GOT NO MEANING!

Hate and anger

2011-05-06T18:24:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I'm just so angry I have to vent all my frustration to another person if not I'll just lash out whatever it's in my mind.

It's expected for them not to understand but I still expect them to understand.

About to..

2011-05-05T15:19:00.002+08:00

I am about to die. Right now, my life is filled with misery. No one is able to help me.
Those you think will be with you tomorrow isn't really there at all. You are just a substitute. They don't really bother about you.
Once another groups comes, you're kicked aside like you don't have any feelings. Depresses, who understands?
They say they are afraid that you will be lonely, but do they really mean what they say? No. They only said it because it's fun, it doesn't really carry any weigh at all. Shouldn't trust them, shouldn't trust their words, shouldn't this shouldn't that. But what's done is done, nothing you do is going to erase anything. It is history but seriously, why do I keep thinking they are or will be with me?

You think they will be there to support you. You think you think it's all you think. Those who can be by your side, who can support you really isn't there at all. They are not willing. You are being made use of, being taken for granted but you still sincerely believe they are with you. Those who you know really AM ABLE to be by your side, able to BE WITH YOU and SUPPORT you isn't able to do so. They want, but they can't.

Hi family.

Stupidity

2011-04-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

Why so stupid?

Big fat bullies.

2011-04-10T12:42:00.005+08:00

Just other day, I went back to school to collect my art piece. I boarded the bus and happen to meet this big fat guy who uses his bag to bang me. At that point of time I was really starving and on the verge of fainting liao lo. If he had used much more force I think I fall and die on the spot. (exaggerating much). But can't blame this sort of person. He's fat and more fat and his bag is his fats haha. The space is like so big still can bang me. I'm impressed. I ignred and this is what I always do.
Ignore and ignore. Nothing I can do to stop them. This sort of thing cannot be stopped because they are always trying to show the world how strong are they and all. They want people to do their bidding. If that's what they want, they might as well go run for elections and then be some big shot la!! Which I think is very much impossible judging from their actions and behavior. Walk also don't even know how to walk properly, what to expect?
I'm also prone to name calling sort of things because they always pick on weaker students like me right? I'll just ignore them and concentrate on better things like, how to spell 'cupcake' backwards. (that's my better thing haha) I now know, do they? It happens constantly up till the point I'm immune to it already. If the same thing happens to them, guess what they do? Fight back? I guess so. Couldn't take it and fight back??? Classic move because they have not been in this sort of situation whereby they are being name called ma.

Sigh, my point is that that fat boy should just shed some fats or even don't use the public transport and go around banging people. Like fat only. So ugly somemore because he is a bully! Thy are ugly ugly an ugly. So hideous, don't head out and scare people la. Call alien(my friends) capture them and do experiments on them. Haha, bring them to area 51. Zzz.

朋友。

2011-04-07T17:56:00.005+08:00

真心的朋友很难找，是朋友他们会向常常跟你 stay in contact but 有一些只在想 make use 你的时候才 contact 你。不需要你的时候他们想办法 avoid 你，可能因为你已经 have nothing to be made use of already. 我得看的开才不会去计较这一些东西。we must not forget the old friends there who had been with you for years. 有一些人有了新朋友就不管旧的 liao. 我觉得他们这些人可以去死 liao lo.
Actually I still have a lot more to say but this space is too open and I might just as well keep these thoughts in my mind instead of publishing out in the open and anyone can read. It's too dangerous and these thought might just hurt some.
(:

I took quite a long time to type those chinese words by Han yu pin yin, haha. I'm not able to translate some of the words from English to Chinese because I'm so stupid just like that.

Also, I *might* be changing my tagboard or just remove it permanently since it's pretty worthless leaving it there. The amazing thing is I don't have to clean the dust collected there, haha not funny. -.-x

Whine.

2011-04-06T21:49:00.004+08:00

Argh, so many things on my mind. Really want to die now unless 10 million dollars fall from the sky now.
Enough of all these. The channel 8 show the Chen Han Wei very funny lo. Lol!
"Please la" Muhahahh.

Twitter

2011-03-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Follow my twitter! Won't be blogging at the moment because no pictures and my life is realllly very boring. Been staying at home all day long, which I love it a lot. Haha.
I'm dreading the day where I have to go to school because I'll be left all alone. How am I going to survive wa?

Okay, staying at home isn't a good option and is not helping my skin at all, not at all. My skin has become worst with pimples popping here and there and is filling up my whole skin. *emo*

Also, I've been addicted to this game call "MEGU kawaii pet" and "Zombie farm". (Iphone) HAHAHA so fun. I like the zombie farm, so cute especially when they say "BRAINS". I guess it's brains since I couldn't quite make out what they're saying but it should be brains. HAHA.

Sick and tired

2011-02-25T16:42:00.001+08:00

Tired of this skin but I'm just too lazy to search for a new one.

FML

2011-02-19T10:54:00.004+08:00

No computer to edit my pictures. All day long I stay in front of the computer only when my brother isn't around. Haha. Stupid laptop spoil only now. My brother don't allow music, soldier front or anything to be downloaded much more Photoshop.

Cool.

Oh and I started playing Blackshot. However I seems to prefer SF more. HAHHA.

Back home

2011-02-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

I've no idea whether I should be happy or sad now that I'm back in Singapore. I love the animals there, especially when I get to see one when I feel like it. Also, being back means I have to be prepared for school and stress which I hate it a lot.

I can't retouch any of the pictures shot in Thailand since my laptop died on me when I'm not around, very good. Furthermore, my face has been breaking out like crazy and I can't seems to stop it. Wth, it's making me sick. Really feel like cutting out my head, really crazy thinking and impossible too.

Argh, so many things to take care of but my main priority is those pimples! I really can't understand why is the state of my face getting worst and worst as I stay longer. Now that I'm back they pop up a few more. Why? To show how rebellious they are? They want to listen to me by going away!?!? Arrrrrrrr.

I've also realized that my hamster grew smaller and seems to have lost some fats. No idea whether it's me as I've been hanging out with puppies and when I see them, they seems to have become smaller or is it they really have become smaller.

30122010

2010-12-31T18:37:00.003+08:00

So yesterday... something very unfortunate happened. My favourite dog (Pang) in Thailand got into an accident and died. Not my dog but I've been feeding her during my stay here. Heard that majority of the owners here dont feed their dog. Pang happened to came here for the first time and I've been feeding her. Twice everyday, and.....yesterday she came and was waiting for food. However, I only fed her every morning and night. She came during the afternoon and ... I dont want to continue. :(

:(

Sigh..........................Nothing more to say. Yesterday was very depressing..... (Cry)

Pang, I love you and miss you okay! :(

Stopping

2010-12-30T10:27:00.001+08:00

Don't think I will be blogging even if I'm back in Singapore because my laptop is not working anymore. (Daddy says)

That's very sad. So cold now.

Birthday for Daddy!

2010-11-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

251010

Cleaning up

2010-11-16T19:30:00.002+08:00

No idea if I've posted this before but it's still inside a folder. Been breaking out a lot recently. :(

ZZzzzzzz

2010-11-16T00:01:00.001+08:00

Yay! Charcoal and monkey have a new hiding place! Heh, so cute.

Please sleep inside okay~ ^^

Doremon craze

2010-11-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

Huhu, just added doremon into the picture. Doremon is cute.

Sick of life

2010-11-14T17:53:00.002+08:00

Trying to update frequently but it seems like my life is so boring and full of hatred and I am sick of life. They are like going against me doing things against my wishes. Even though I know not everyone is the same I expect them to be the same as me. I have the tendency to let me temper flare when such things happen.
What happen after that? Reflection? "I KNOW I KNOW WE ARE NOT THE SAME AT ALL" but I'm not able to control myself. The anger just rise and rise up to the point I breakdown and cry.

What what? I just hope this won't happen again...(I have a premonition it would.) which is impossble. I'm so short-tempered and it's beyond my control as much as I would like to.

"I'm not at fault.." they just don't understand me I thought. Not understanding at all, not at all. Just what are they thinking? These thoughts are just making myself feel better isn't? No idea. I should not be blame for everything, not everything is my fault.

-

This is just parts and parcels of life. So harsh. die.

So late

2010-11-13T14:05:00.006+08:00

Pictures are uploaded randomly~~~~~~
Yeah, finally get the exams done and over with. It's now the results that's making me sooo nervous. My art is like.....:S No idea what am I doing for my Paper 2, compared to others mine is...up to you to figure it out.
It's scary very scary, I'm not aniticpating for the day where I'll have to get my results. NO NO NO. I RATHER NOT GET MY RESULTS AT ALLLL, NOT AT ALL.

So that's all! Don't have to attend school anymore, YAHOOOOOOO~ So happyyyyyyy. ^^

Charcoal again!

2010-09-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

So innocent, heh.

Love this picture the most. He seems as though he is smiling for the camera, HUHU, so cute!

You know Charcoal is extremely cute when I can't stop posting his pictures. He was in the bucket while I helped him changed his house, HAHA. (Bunny cloth = CUTE.)

Dearest Charcoal

2010-09-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

Charcoal is so adorable. ^^

Insanity

2010-08-27T19:57:00.001+08:00

JANICE IS CRAZY, CRAZY CRAZY.
Don't take me seriously.

Cuteness

2010-08-27T19:55:00.003+08:00

Other time at Whitesand, I saw one hamster who is very very very extremely adorable cute fat big fluffy and resemble a cow. Yes cow. Especially the spots on the body, SOOO DAMN CUTE.

So angry

2010-08-10T11:58:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY ANGRY WITH SOME PEOPLE.
very.
The person should just eat shit!

Wait

2010-08-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

Wait, I have to do my art now. :(
Have to finish 8 boards by Friday, which is impossible for me.
I have difficulty drawing one of the picture, ahhhhh. Time really flies, it's already August.
Hungry Ghost Festival is round the corner and I must refrain myself from saying "si si si" (die die die)

Yay, prawn cake, yum yum yum.

Actually, the previous post was meant to be a prank. :P I didn't cut my hair SHORT. :p

Hair, just for laughs

2010-08-08T18:45:00.003+08:00

I cut my hair, short.

Roses

2010-08-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

One random afternoon. Any homework that we have to hand in when school reopen?

realization.

My ham ham

2010-08-07T20:50:00.001+08:00

Yakult, so cute right!

Should I

2010-07-27T21:17:00.002+08:00

Should I buy 50mm?
Yes no yes?

Can someone borrow me their 50mm f1/8? HUUHUUU.
Give you one candy.

Strawberries

2010-07-23T20:02:00.001+08:00

Just other day I ate this. Yum yum.

Money money come tome.

2010-07-21T15:07:00.003+08:00

Today Racial Harmony Day performance for the graduating classes was really hilarious, HAHAHA!

Yakult

2010-07-12T18:50:00.004+08:00

Suddenly I miss my Yakult 2. :( :( :(

MT 'O' oral

2010-07-09T20:07:00.007+08:00

Today while walking to my classroom there's this person who is from don't-know-where and was walkign with his friends waved to me? I don't know if he's disturbing people or the person just mistaken me for someone else. If he really mistaken me for someone else, I think it will be damn funny. Whatever, I just ignored the person.

Oral... no hope for my A2. D: Hai hai hai. I always don't know how to speak when I'm so nervous. My brain just freezed there, GRRRRR. Thanks XY for waiting with me till 2pm. ^^ Hooohuuuuhooo. If not I'll scared/bored to death. I really very very scared before the oral.

smile smile smile spree~

Buttons

2010-07-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

One boring afternoon when I got really bored I decided to pick up the camera and start snapping images.

Moo ma

2010-07-02T18:10:00.008+08:00

So this is just what Photoshop can do with my face.
So much difference especially what the eyelashes brushes did to my eyes, such a drastic difference. /:O

Rant

2010-06-30T20:07:00.003+08:00

o-o 2008.

Bokeh

2010-06-29T15:01:00.001+08:00

Bokeh of buttons.

Hamster for sale.

2010-06-26T19:10:00.004+08:00

Little Charcoal giving this blur face.

When XFZ was still alive with Monkey, so cute right! Look like peanut.

Also, the title was a joke.

Random afternoon

2010-06-26T12:55:00.003+08:00

Just another random afternoon when I got really bored. Hope it's good if not I'll be depressed for the whole day.

Blogshops

2010-06-23T20:32:00.001+08:00

Support: http://xyblogshop.blogspot.com and http://aloelipsaloelips.blogspot.com/

Buy things! Buy Buy Buy.

Favor

2010-06-22T21:59:00.004+08:00

Honey meant for eating

1706201, wedding favor.
Didn't know it was called favor until Xinyi told me and I went to check it up.
I couldn't get the spelling of the hotel right (Twitter) and my cousin were telling me it's Shanghai the shang - gri - la.

Despite wear a middle sleeved top, I can still feel the cold and I guess I'm the only one. I like the appetizer served, yumyum.

New email.

2010-06-22T20:32:00.006+08:00

Changed my email, will be adding friends on MSN soon.

jncelim@live.com

[edit]
Done adding as not much contacts. Only adding people I know personally. (:

Decisions

2010-06-17T12:29:00.004+08:00

Thailand's coke. XP

Decisions decisions.

Just hate having to decide between two things which I like. :(

Life, this is life.

2010-06-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

Feeling really bad right now, I don't think I have any rights to treat them so lightly. eh, yah.

Sometimes I try to be nice but it just backfire. Then I told myself, it's okay it's okay. Just put up with it and it'll be fine. However, on some days when I recall about those incidents, I treat them like trash, like they are nothing to me. I really have no idea what to say, although I've said this countless times, I'm trying to control my temper, the "evil" inner voice always takes control of me. It's not like I can't control, I can control myself but just not my temper.
Probably it's because I feel that these people know me and they should understand me. Urgh, this is just an excuse, boo. Bad temperament, boo x2.

Sometimes I feel apologetic for the things I've done, however I can't help but feel that they deserved it because of their arrogance and their "always-taking-advantage" of people attitude. Like seriously, if they wanted something, they could have just open up their mouth and ask instead of going one big round and giving all sorts of excuse just to "gain advantage". Asking directly or indirectly, but they love using those "beating around the bush" method. Boo x3.

Anyway, been having all sorts of weird dreams (if anyone saw my tweet) and it's scaring me. I seriously don't want anymore of these dream, waking up and taking another 20 minutes to sleep again. I hate being deprived of sleep.

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RTS:
Homework to be done.
MT oral on 24th.

Chang chang chang

2010-06-16T17:40:00.002+08:00

Elephant, so cute. =^^=

Small Charcoal

2010-06-15T14:38:00.002+08:00

Baby Bunny drinks milk

2010-06-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

Another cute video

Sleepy Baby Bunny

2010-06-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

Ah, this is so cute! I want. It's a real bunny, watch 0:57.
So super duper adorable. Yay, cheer me up x100.

Doitung

2010-06-11T15:08:00.005+08:00

Overdue pictures, 2 years ago. 2008, in Doitung. Just process them a while ago, most probably I didn't post these before. /Skeptical face Did I did I did I?

[edit]
Just realise it's 1 year ago and not 2. Other batch of pictures was in 08, not this. /heh.
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Pegs

2010-06-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Pegs, guess I'm very bored.

Random

2010-06-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Yakult, extremely naughty.

Shop shop shop

2010-06-10T21:58:00.006+08:00

Love online shopping? Go to :

XY's blogshop or
Aloelips's blogshop

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:P XY newly created blogshop, hoho. Don't say I'm evil, next time help you tag. HAHAHA.
MrsVP wanted to speak to each and every individual so I can say I'm the lucky one.
Cos' she won't look for me when school reopens. AHHAHAHAHA.

It's starting to lagggg and I can't stand it. Arggh. Downloaded themes, guess coconut is about to kill me. & those pimples on my face just won't heal. /sad.

Downfall is inevitable

2010-06-09T20:22:00.004+08:00

Shit just happens, anywhere anytime.

Into the wall

2010-06-09T15:22:00.002+08:00

Another overdue picture from a year before.